• I find out I have cancer, a few weeks to live.
    Tears came to my eyes.
    As I watch all my dreams with us in the future,
    Fall, crash, and die.

    I try not to tell you
    Hoping you would leave
    Hoping you would just break up with me,
    Giving signs easy for you to read.

    Thinking you would forget about me,
    And move on
    So that way your pain will not cut as deep
    When I was gone.

    You ask me why I ignore you,
    Walk away in the halls,
    Why I don’t talk to you that much
    And don’t take your calls

    Then I felt, hurting you
    Was just to much to fend
    So I just got to the point
    And told you, it’s the end.

    “But I love you,
    And will always be by your side till the end!” heart
    You scream and shout
    As I walk away to my ride, feeling my heard bend.

    Your words you say
    stab me in the heart,
    Tears come to my eyes
    As I increase the space that keeps us apart.

    Five weeks later,
    Taking my last breath, I lay in bed
    Finding out the truth, you rush to my side, crying
    “I love you” I whisper, then it’s the end.

    Now from heaven looking down like a angel,
    I watch you cry in your room.
    Wishing, I could gather you in my arms
    Making the pain go away soon.

    Then to horror, I watch as
    You pull out a gun from under your bed.
    Pulling the trigger,
    I close my eyes as it goes through your head.

    As my dreadful soul casts eyes upon you're lifeless body
    I spot a note on the dresser by your bed
    On it, in your beautiful handwriting read,
    “My love, didn’t I promised I will always be by your side till the end.” heart