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I'm looking over my shoulder
and I'm scared shitless
I'm worrying 'bout you all the time
do I have a right to be?
I don't get to see you all the time anymore
so I can't be sure I have your back.
I'd take a bullet for you in a heartbeat
but what happens if I'm not there to take it?
You gotta let me in
You gotta clue me in
to what's goin' on in your life
to where you're goin' and who you're with.
I'm not your mom
I'm not trying to be
Can't a woman be scared
for the love of her life anymore?
When can a tear be just a tear?
When can a scream be just a scream?
If a bullet is always a bullet,
why does everything else have to have hidden meaning?
I'm freaking out
and goin' out of my mind.
I can't see you anymore
and it's like I've gone blind.
I'm forgetting things,
I'm not paying attention.
Fallin' asleep standin' up
cuz at night I only see your face.
But it's not your face
it's not even your body,
because it's covered in red
from a hole in your chest
and it's all so real
too real for me to except
that your body is cold as ice
and your heart stopped beating.
Or did it really stop?
I'm still here
I'm calling out to you,
why won't you reply?
why won't you call back?
why won't you let me know you're OK?
why am I spinning out of control
if this is all just a dream?
But is it a dream?
Or is it a vision?
A premonition of something that might happen
because you went against fate?
I don't want that to happen,
I'd die if that happened.
I wouldn't be able to live if this was happening.
I'm not strong enough
no matter how bad a** you made me,
no matter how long you protected me
you wouldn't be able to make that better.
You wouldn't be able to tell me
that you're just going to sleep for awhile
and that you'll be back
and that you'll see me again
when you're heart is beating so fast,
and you're struggling to breathe,
and you're body is like something from the mourge
and you're bleeding all over me.
I wouldn't believe it
no matter how hard you would tell me to
and I would find him
and beg him to kill me too.
I can't live without you,
I'm barely hanging on now.
Why can't you see that?
Why can't you see this?
Why can't you see me?
I'm lost without you,
I'm drowning without you,
I'm dead without you,
I don't care how much you've changed,
or who you're with
or who you will be with.
You're still the same
you're still my first
you're still my love
you're still my life.
Please don't go...
Please don't die....
- by twilight_pryncess_bella |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 11/04/2008 |
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- Title: Murder (iM sCaRed fOr hIm)
- Artist: twilight_pryncess_bella
- Description: had a scary dream that this guy i've liked for most of forever would get shot when he transfered into my school....not that i think that would ever really happen but hey, you can't guarantee anything
- Date: 11/04/2008
- Tags: murder scared love romance
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Comments (1 Comments)
- charles-the-centuar - 11/10/2008
- Dreams can be very powerful, it sounds like you need to make a move on this guy if he means this much to you, go for it!
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