• It's that I ask, because I want to
    but it seems so far away
    You say, she says, and even more she says

    It was interesting when I heard
    But so mysterious now
    That's just using big words though

    Maybe I wanted to join
    Though rumors fly around like nothing at all
    Of choice and how excluded

    Old friends that I thought
    would follow with open arms
    Quit -- to me -- approach -- only each other

    I want to so much to try
    Even if myself is in the way
    For that one gathering

    Wanting to be different yet the same
    Try -- but not their style
    Which you say "is like a secret order"

    Should I? Try?