• every song needs an ending
    and an every soul needs a heart
    think about that and how close they are
    jus look at these two things.....


    all people think about these days
    is how to feel happy or when to pray
    all i think about is the things i say
    i need to heal but these words come out
    blind through my own mind
    behind all that kid you look lost
    songs arent all for i love you or
    i hate you, no im writing this one
    all because i want to thank all
    the people i met...




    its been a while since i left those days
    ive thought about all the words i say and
    that have come until this day
    as i wont let things from my past
    try to last forever
    no i wont let it all
    come down on me not ever,
    i dont want to just say i tried
    and yes,
    i know i've cried but
    ive said stupid things in my past
    and those things will always last
    but those things i say
    will come back at me trying to make me pay
    i sigh while people try
    and cry over crazy crap
    people cant see the truth
    hiding behind my own little rap
    for what or who they think they are
    saying now is the only thing,
    hell people out their are still trying to sing
    im left sitting up awake
    thinking about all my problems jus hidden away
    no i wont be that kind of person
    i prolly wont learn anything
    writing is what will bring me closer
    but yet farther away from all my pain
    my life
    the things i write is what i need to say tonight
    i may not say it all but
    i cant look at them and fall
    ill wait my time
    thinking about everything in my mind
    but the things i say always come to me this day
    i'm somehow losted
    but don't we all sit arms and legs across
    waiting for our lost lifes to change but
    why think about what remains
    it wont work on me
    not on all the things i watch and see
    i jus look at it pass and roll
    but now my past dosnt matter at all
    ive changed one step up
    three steps back
    but it helps now you dont lack the thought
    to get better
    or see anyone elses mail or letter
    so i thought about it alot
    i fought for it to this day jus to say
    that i dont need to pray



    you dont need a lot but
    when i have a paper and pencil in my hand
    i just write down everything that i can
    i write my life, my thoughts, and even my pain
    people look at this and think they feel the same
    but what happens when you cant think
    when you cant rise up, when you jus sink
    most people try to relate
    thinkin they can be on the same debate
    but my life is jus words
    things i cant say
    things i try to pray
    but most things you get up and pay for
    come back and hit you or
    they come back, thank you and
    make your life forget it...

    all my life has been in this order,
    some people have this kind of disorderly thing
    this passion to bring up
    these words that we write,
    most people look at it and think its talent,
    we just say this emotion is relevant
    inside all of us
    beside your heart and apart
    from the stuff that wont happen
    so im thinkin of all these kids rappin,
    tryin to become famous
    also tryin to become rich or wealthy
    but we all know thinkin too much isnt healthy
    most of us say what else do we do
    the answer we get is "hey make it of you",
    step into the light and keep it shining
    leep out and fight for the things
    you knew
    the things you can do,
    those things you hide from,
    why keep hiding if all you can do is watch
    pull out that other bottle of scotch
    take a drink and
    think you will change
    but some things won't ever be the same.



    well hey i want you all to know me
    i write these things to see
    who thinks its good or great
    to see who rates this in hate
    all im talkin about is
    we all hide from what we lost
    in everything across our minds
    the pain in every sign
    to see us all grow up and be,
    somthin like him, her, or me
    no we all forget about our past
    thinking it all wont last
    but it still does
    it would kill you if you held onto
    yourself the things that made you
    into a grown person
    ill forget about the things
    10 years from now yeah.
    ill pick this up and read it now
    sing it how
    all i can do is write
    i can never be under that spotlight
    singing about what i feel
    but ill write it all down
    watch people read this and relate
    on how they feel the same way
    the same pain is in all of us so
    why wait
    why cant we become who we need to see
    why wont this world relate to me
    i hear alot of true quotes
    but the one i hear most that floats my boat
    is tell me who's going to care in 100
    to a thounsands of years?
    no one exactly
    no one will see that
    we can write the best thing
    and make someone not rest and sing
    how they feel the same
    because all the pain comes down on you to say
    the present is here
    and i wont sit in fear
    i wont watch clicks and catagorization
    chicks and humiliation
    ill watch myself grow
    even if i have to throw it away
    ill watch until that day......