• life

    in the harder times people look for a miracle to make it through the day,
    but little did they know the miracle comes when they pave their own way.
    i've made a few miracles happen for myself yet im still a few short and my body is tired
    i'll keep pushing forward, but im filled with stress, and my body ain't wired.
    i can handle the stress, its nothing to me all mentally,
    but its killing me physically.
    i try to deal with it but it seems to always catch up to me and hinder my ability.
    i have a little hunch that things will someday go accordingly,
    but until that day i have to live with people who do things both very well and horribly.
    i try to run on past it but this s**t is moving faster than my mind can tell my body
    to move, no matter what i do it just keeps smiling looking back at me
    so then i think no matter where i go its gonna follow and be ahead...
    but then i think......NO...this isnt how life is supposed to be...I live. im not dead
    you will not keep me down. i will not sit idly by while you control my life
    I WILL GROW OLD TOGETHER AND BE HAPPY WITH MY KIDS AND WIFE
    i will teach my son the value of a woman, and the values of being a good man
    i will show him everything that i will come to know, and teach him whatever i can.
    satan cant hold me back when god pushes me forward and towards my goals
    so until i get there i'll pick up anyone i see falling behind and pray that my friendship can help them save their own souls.