• Secret scares for ever to be hidden under the long sleeve shirts never to be seen never cared about she Cris and cuts even deeper only because she cant stand life any more and she thinks it makes her stronger and her heart its like she dint have one now its just little peaces that cant be put back together because its been broken to meantimes and all the promise that have been broken she says now she cant trust anyone but herself which only makes her more durable to do something she is going to regret later on in life so she thinks to her self depressing thought an sayings like her favorite is in the distance there is a recored player in the distance skipping and repeating the frays when will it end...when will it end...when will it end...and every time she thinks of that she says it will end now...it will end now...it will end now... and so she goes on in life saying that every day wishing she were some one else or ether dead ad so she says now or never for ever living the life of misery she has she says it might as well be never