• Cut a little deeper with your knife Feel the blood rush from your vein contain in your mind your bodily pain high to low, steadily faithfully, losing control your head keeps spinning until you finally hit the floor the confusion that you felt before doubles as you look around everything so east and scary suddenly slows your world prior at half it's original speed looking it those terrified eyes you finally see what you had been searching for for so long the thing you beleived to be lost and gone there it is right there in those eyes the ones that have denied and tried to hide the truth behind the lies the ones that have felt pain you don't realize the eyes that have seen the ups and downs and the worst parts of life there in those eyes you finally realize there's more to what you got what you see on the outside probably is what its not in those eyes with despair and grief you finally see that your choices are for you to make to willingly give that life away would be one big mistake the control you thought you lost is right there staring you point blank in the face grabbing choke is a note you make standing up is the begining of the life you will live and know you live with the choices you make