• The pain and blood that seeps through
    as your like an open book never touched
    as people look they find a better one that's easier and more open then you
    as you see the rejection
    you protest by closing and closing it on a knife
    the rejection cuts you as you notice it's too late
    you can't be saved
    the only hope is that people would come and say sorry for rejecting you
    but no one shows
    you notice that they never actually knew you
    or knew who you were
    you start feeling sorry for your-self
    how did I go through such a long time without someone caring if I died
    but still no one cared
    not even your closest friend
    the only people who cared was some of your family
    no one cared that I was leaving them
    no one cares about you in til you leave
    then they notice how much they miss you
    but once your heart dies you can never get it back
    once they figure out that you actually mattered in their lives
    that's when they regret what they say
    what they thought about you
    even what they heard about you
    when they think about what they knew about you
    they knew nothing
    when they think they heard something good about you
    they heard nothing
    what they thought they said something good about you
    they said nothing
    they said what they wanted to say
    they thought what they wanted to think
    they heard what they wanted to hear
    you never hear, say or, think something you don't want to discuss
    because you have it all when some have nothing
    when you don't have to go somewhere some have to go
    when you get what you want some get nothing
    when you can say whatever you want when
    some keep their mouths shut like you should
    when you think horrible things about someone
    all they think is glorious things about you like they were taught
    then hear things about someone you agree
    some try to tell the person their wrong
    the people with nothing are better people then
    some of the people that have everything
    remember that when you hear something about someone
    that you know that are good people.