• Our eyes met and you looked away
    You walked past me and I could feel the hot redness
    Overcome my body as our shoulders brushed each other…
    You kept walking and I still couldn’t believe
    I fell to the floor thinking about how stupid I was
    How could I let this happen?
    This couldn’t have been real…
    Or was it…?
    I wanted you to turn around and look me in the eyes.
    To tell me that it was all a lie…
    That you loved me and believed me instead of those idiots
    But I was wrong and I guess…
    I do deserve it after all…


    I saw you but I looked away
    I thought man I can’t stand this so I looked away and walked past you
    I didn’t want to hurt you anymore than what I already had
    I felt my shoulder brush yours but I had to restrain myself …
    From hugging you…
    From kissing you … and telling you I believed
    But instead I just kept going and before I knew it your back was towards me…
    You were on the floor and I knew I had hurt you again
    I turned back around and towards the staircase…
    Thinking how stupid I must be
    You didn’t deserve all this pain…
    You didn’t deserve such a life
    And I didn’t deserve you…