• No matter what the reason the tear that sleeps in me wont exit my eye no matter how hard I force it to it stays against my will even now when I am in the greatest need for it to leave for reasons I don’t know the tear stays thus makes me wonder what is the reason that it wont leave is it do to the fact that I was beaten when I showed a tear without having a wound to show for the reason or is it that I am just not ready to express my emotions.