• Shadowing:

    Close your eyes,to escape Your Fears.
    But what if your fears,make them selves real.
    They creep in on you, Swimming In your deep Subconscious.
    They Smell like sweet nectar, Loving to the taste.

    Dreaming is a way to do things, you would never do in reality,
    Unless..your dreams are nightmares,and they come to be real.
    My Darkest Fear,Is to be Unloved, And it comes to be a reality.
    I dream that i can find True love, To be happy..for once in my life.

    I dreamed, i will be happy. But...Then it turns to a nightmare.
    My Sweet dream shadows,and darkens.
    I am told,i am Nothing but a Miserable,lowlife person.
    And that i don't matter and i should die,then it happens,the next day or so.

    I am told, " Your Nothing you will BE nothing" That, "if your going to Make it in life,i should DIE"
    If i want to Be loved,i must first love. Then all of a sudden,darkness,Evil,Hateful,Swimming in Hate,in pain...and worst of all...In Love.
    One Day...I will End My pain and suffering,for people who are to scared to do it themselves.