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The insignificance she feels is overwhelming
Into the darkness she is delving
She believes her whole life is a tragic mess
She wants to live less and less
Terrified of her horrific past
She needs a love she knows will last
She has had so much torment treachery and pain
Its like people think her life’s a game
She is used to having people being tormenting
Knowing that forlorn smile between breathing and lamenting
Everyone is against her and they have her misunderstood
If only someone could only understand her if only they could
The knife of pain, the cuts on her skin
Barely revealing the pain which lies within
The blade sparkling in front of her, glistening away
The thought's of what happened that dreaded May
Even now she can hear her mothers screams
No-one could tell her how much a mothers love means
The thought of everything that she is missing
A mothers hugging and a mothers kissing
A mothers smile when everything goes right
And a mothers frown, which gives such a fright
And hidden to each who care
For she who is nowhere is always there
Her sparkle seems to have grown dim
And her dream of being ever so thin
Is enough to shatter her heart and dreams
The hope to fit into size 8 designer skinny jeans
She used to inherit her mothers good looks
And her smarts from paper to book
Now she spoils herself by over and under eating
She looks in the mirror and her heart stops beating
She used to have a really pretty face
Now its over run by blood, bruises and disgrace.
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Title:
Painful Depression
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Artist:
Xo Princess Shazzy oX
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Description:
This is a personal account of my life just after my mother died. It describes my life falling apart and how I felt about things. In memory of my mother Suzanne Dillon passed May 7th 2007.
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Date:
02/03/2009
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Tags:
pain
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