• Love is an eternal game played by all
    Yet every player has a multitude of goals
    You could end up good or bad
    The game leaves permanent scars
    And it abides by no laws
    In the end I found myself sad
    For I found one out of all the girls

    In the game a beautiful girl
    Her name is what I use to define
    All that was or ever good
    And I loved her smile that would shine
    Even when I was down and out
    She wold make my heart ring
    So I loved her like I knew I should

    But this game dealt me a deathly card
    And it made my heart shatter
    each shard flew afar
    and made my soul turn hard
    and sun's warmth turned cold
    because I lost the soul for my heart's mold
    'cause she was leaving, oh my shining star

    I went to pick up the pieces
    I found them worn and torn
    every single one lacking leashes
    oh, how all is forlorn
    as the demons in these pieces laughed
    I turned them away and threw them afar
    to the constant winds of an inner hell

    She is a person that is perfection
    her flaws need no correction
    and she always had a good intention
    I couldn't help but let a silent cheer
    this cheer from a mind of emptiness sheer
    and if I watched myself it was to be queer
    to see that I had shed a little tear

    And when I would lie awake at night
    I would toss and turn and cry and burn
    and though impossible I would yearn
    cause all wrongs happens
    never the right
    I hate the game's cruel turn
    and yet there is still more to learn

    When sleep finally came
    There I found nightmares to tame
    her blood was the rain
    and everyone was in pain
    and I couldn't help but feel shame
    for I was bound and in chain
    and I'd always wake aching and glistening with sweat

    I tried not to be down and depressed
    I can't help but want to hold her
    Alas I can't but still I endure
    I wanted her to be mine
    so I could protect her
    and make her shine
    but my chance never came

    And if miraculously I should hold her
    I could finally exist with her to make me soar
    and if I find us under the stars
    I want to listen to her heart's steady beat
    and seal up open scars
    and this dream I dream is impossible it seems
    because I still feel a universe away

    And I'd sit empty day to day
    and laugh 'till I'd cry
    because fate is so cruel
    and the game treats me this in every way
    and my sides would hurt from the psychotic laughter
    and they'd stare and laugh and yell
    while I wished for them to go to hell

    And I would lie
    and I would die
    and feel the pain inside
    'cause reality stings hard
    the game would real another card
    and I'd take it and to smile I'd try
    then I'd go off in misery and cry

    And I'd fight
    with a savage might
    against the misery invading which has no right
    and I'd try to come back to the light
    and my skin would turn a pale pallor almost white
    still I'd fall from a tall height
    and I lost sight of that light, bright

    Doomed to this horrid cycle
    I found I was never full
    and the fire that ceased to warm me
    Is gone and gone so far it is
    I write this confession to my loves
    and now, still, I cry
    I guess it's my own unlucky goodbye