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You say you understand what I'm going through but you do not
You say it will be alright but it will not
I tell no one except my friends but some bugs try to find their way in
Creeping and Crawling through my thoughts asking others what happened what's wrong
begging others what happened what's wrong
I dont want you to know
you go behind my back
asking friends this and that
You dont care if I want you to know
You badger my friends until they spill
My friend tells me want had happened
And I feel raged
''How could you, why?"
I thought we were friends
the thought going around in my head
The reason you shouldn't know is because you can't keep secrets
adults find out a call to a parent
do you know what happens if my mom found out
no you do not
for you simply dont care
keep your mouth shut
There's no one to turn to when I'm simply troubled
for no one could know
or I'd get in trouble
So I keep in all my anger in pushing it aside and thinking
"Tomorrows a new day"
But I'm wrong
For someone I'm angry at get's praised
I simply burst into rage
I scream and shout
holler and cry
other things start to happen
but I simply dont have the time
No one loves me I think
You may call it jealousy but I do not
I'm not really sure if it is or not
One day I came to conclusion
End it all
I then simply grabbed my neck
gentle and firm
then It got tight
I started to lose grip of the Earth
and see the light
but something stopped me not my friends
simply I heard if you kill yourself you'll go to
Hell.
So I stopped and thought some more
raged inside I didn't talk to anyone
but then me and the guidance teacher
had a talk.......
- by _RainbowStarBabyCheekz_ |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 02/09/2009 |
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- Title: Alone
- Artist: _RainbowStarBabyCheekz_
- Description: This is my first so yea...also this is written about my feelings and what happened u know? Well um.... enjoy! Also this is only pt.1!
- Date: 02/09/2009
- Tags: aloneemotionspeoplefriends
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Comments (4 Comments)
- _RainbowStarBabyCheekz_ - 11/27/2009
- thx pplz
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- tootrexxx - 06/24/2009
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its amazing..
i can tell u put yur time into it! - Report As Spam
- cutiemonkey4eva - 02/11/2009
- - awasaomness jess keep on writing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............................................................write somthin about monkeys some timelol
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- Kaylaferret - 02/10/2009
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Wow...I'm happy that you didn't decide to end it all.
It takes a large amount of courage NOT to run away from your fears! 5/5!!!! ^-^ - Report As Spam