• Take a deep breath in
    Put the cold steel against my skin
    Drag the steel across my wrist
    Endure the pain with a clenched fist
    I see the red soldiers rise
    Here I am, watching my demise
    And I start to think,
    Keeping tears back with a blink
    How my life was so bad,
    All the things I never had
    The pain rings
    Then I think about the better things
    My family whom I love
    Among all others held above
    Oh my god, what am I doing?
    From this there is no undoing.
    I don't want to die
    I don't want to say goodbye!
    I don't want to be depraved
    I want to be saved
    I crawl for help, I know I won't make it
    I might as well quit
    Save me
    This is my final plea
    Lying cold and bloodless
    This was death by loneliness