• i ponder words
    in my mind
    i open my mouth and try to say
    nothing comes out
    i have nothing left to say
    i've said it all
    time and time before
    i'm done........
    i look blank
    but i still have words
    expresstions,
    i needed to say
    why can't i spill
    it's just to painful
    these words of mine
    but still i stand
    looking down at the coffin
    and finely say
    good-bye-mom-
    i always loved you
    then i walked away
    a heart broken inside

    i visit her
    now and then
    but still these problems never end