• i watch u as u walk with that smile that shows kindness the side of u that everyone knows so well and come know as u i love that about u i love everythhing about u even the bad side of u that no one knows very well i know u ever so well the good and bad u the way u care for the kids and laugh the u everyone loves and the side everyone hates the way u cuse and kick when u angry the way u would beat up and hurt the ones that love u but that won't stop me from loveing u althou i know u soooooo very well u haven't a clue i even exist while i look at u in all ur slender u look at me as the one that hides in the shadows as the one thats not important u don't know me at all but i love u ever so much i sit and watch u from afar but its ok if u don't know me as long as i know u thats enogh for me cuse i love u and i don't need u to know me for that i'v only known u for a few months yet u have stolen my heart and everything in it i keep u a secret from everyone dieing inside to tell how i feel but its not me to decied becuse one day i had the curage to tell somone about u and all my love for u it was a mistake me i should have just admired u from afar becuse of that we can't even be friends for that fact i had fallen in love with u had reach everyone adn i had nothing to say i just stared at u as u got closer and closer to me i felt faint but i held strong sure u would have noticed my feelings knowing in my heart that u know i loved u i hide behinde a tree as u spoke ur soft but crushing words u where not mean about how u felt but u where not kind about it either as i hide behind a tree which at the time seemed to be the only thing holding me up i hear the words those horrible words that i ever so much hated with a passion iv hid from those words and i didn't need to hear them from u the one i admired so much the one i had loved and loved from afar but u said them to me as if it where nothing at all the words "im sorry i don't feel the same about u but we can still be freinds" my heart at that moment broke i wanted to cry with all my strenth i held in the overflowing tears that where about to explode i looked at u and said "yeah i would love to be ur freind" i lied becuse after that day u never spoke to me u wound't even look at me with those kind eyes that now showed regret as i walk away to go home i saw the one person i just hated for telling u how i felt i walk right passed her and she said "so what did he have to say" i knew in my heart that u had liked him too but u already hated me and told him to make me feel the way i do now i always resented u for that althou i looked at u and said "he said be can be frends" u looked at me and said "aww too bad i bet he has a girlfreind anyways ur just not a mach for her huh u should have just not fallen in love in the fist place" i walked quitely to my bus and sat to go home no longer awateing the next day becuse my heart was broken and i couldn't find the pices to put it back in working order i felt so sick and wanted to die but i went on and promissed i would never fall in love again ever with anyone becue i was afraid of getting hurt again but i lied cuse currently i have fallen in once love again but i will never tell u that for the fear that i will be hurt and crused again with the words "no just friends" becuse it can't be that way it may be becuse of that day i feel that a little pice of joy and happyness was lost from my heart i was able to pice my heart back but i lost just one pice