• why did i trust you lies again
    when all you did was pretend
    that i meant something to you?
    why did i think you'd changed this time
    when all you did was deny
    the change i see in your eyes?

    i promised myself i woudnt fall this time
    i promised myself it wouldnt hurt so bad
    i should have looked away when you called my name
    i should have turned around when you swore you'd changed
    but now im here

    why did i fall into your trap
    when i knew there was no going back
    to life before you?
    why did i let myself feel the hurt
    when i knew you were nothing but dirt
    beneth my shoes?

    i promised myself i woudnt fall this time
    i promised myself it wouldnt hurt so bad
    i should have looked away when you called my name
    i should have turned around when you swore you'd changed
    but now im here

    lost in the memory of us
    my heart has turned to dust
    because of you and

    i promise myself i wont fall next time
    i promise myself it wont hurt so bad
    i will look away when you call my name
    i will turn around when you swear you've changed
    i wont be there