• sitting here i could never explain my emotions...
    to no one and of my attempts just to feel alone
    why do these people even listen to me
    why does that person spaerd there arms around me and say i am free...
    if that was true why does the darkness hide in the shadow of the night...
    why do they want to be in my life...
    ...oh God...everything,everything God help me...
    i fill them with empty lies and smiles of i am alright
    i can't talk about it...
    everything,just take it all God
    I.............have...........failed.......to...........many times......present and future
    i don't deserve them or their love
    will....i ever get it back
    they say i am to young to love
    i know because i was so in love with you...
    now i am paralyzed because of my thoughts.....
    my last words are i love you and i am leaving you