• Cause he holds me—

    Cuddles me—

    Loves me—




    Yet his fist beat me,

    Till my body is black and blue,

    Lying lifelessly on the ground,

    Why does he— why?




    Cause he holds me—

    Cuddles me—

    Loves me—




    Yet when I need him so badly,

    My lungs suffocate from crying,

    He never comes,


    Why does he— why?




    Cause he holds me—

    Cuddles me—

    Loves me—




    I stand there as he yells,

    Cursing nasty words in my face,

    Letting me believe it was true,

    Why does he— why?




    Cause he holds me—

    Cuddles me—

    Loves me—




    And here I am with pills,

    Letting them slide down my throat,

    Watching as the world slips by,

    Why didn’t he stop me-why?




    Because he held me

    He cuddled me

    But

    He had never loved me

    He just let me die… redface