• The hurting, trouble and crying,
    On the inside I am slowly dying.
    I regret giving him what he wanted,
    But if I hadn't, it would've been me he would've taunted.
    I am now angry, depressed and hurt,
    I now feel worse, and lower than dirt.
    I never want to see his face again,
    I don't want to have anymore trouble with boys, guys or men.
    It's hard going through this day by day,
    I regret letting him have his way.
    Now we don't talk, text or type,
    I wish I hadn't started texting him that Christmas Night.
    I'm scared of having to face my dad,
    I know he hates me now, and is extremely mad!
    I wish my parents knew how sorry I am,
    I'm trying to make things right, even thought there's no way I can.
    My mom says I only regret it because i got caught,
    And it seems that there's no way to convince her that it's not!
    I realize that he's a jerk, and that's all he will ever be,
    And now I know he didn't deserve to get anything from me.
    I don't want to be on this earth anymore,
    I want to get away from this life, this hell, this bore.
    I'm too scared to drive a dagger through my heart, or a knife through my chest,
    So come on mom, dad and God please do your best.
    My grandma says I will live through this pain and sadness,
    But I don't want to be apart of anymore of this madness.
    Maybe I will start with cuts or starve,
    But for right now I am drowning in the tears of a broken heart.