• i dont feel anything anymore. its more like a hole has been ripped where my heart is, and now i feel numb, and no one can fix it but him. but he loves her, and thats ok. i wont lose anymore sleep over him, and i ran out of tears to cry, so now i just lay in bed, thinking of all the good times we used to have, before she stole him. no matter what happens, i will always remember him as my first and true love. why did this have to happen. yesterday we were forever, now its more like never. she stole his heart as he stole mine. before she even knew he existed. she dosnt love him, not like i used to, or still do. she never liked him, and never will. so now ill just crawl back into bed, trying to decide wheater to tie a noose, or cut.