• ive waited too long. and now everything has imploded. ive lost everything ive never had. the one i loved has left for a better man. the things i loved have been buried and are lost and being decomposed into my lost dream and building the magma with the rest of my thoughts. respect is a matter in which ive given but never recieved. and like the planets oil im runing out of it. im tierd of people takeing and takeing but not haveing deciency to give back. this human society has become a rat race and is makeing me sick of life. and of people. common deciency no longer exists. ive run out of patience and cant wait any longer. i have discoverd a new feeling. depression, anger, sadness, and exile. this feeling is a combination of all three. i no longer care about life, and its many anguishes. i am willing to leave it all behind for a simple town. with DECENT people. they fact is that i have nothing left here.