• May I ask you a question? if you let me I want to ask something im not really sure though because im afraid of the anwser but that doesnt matter im going to ask. will you be there when I wake up? im so scared to find out that I dont sleep at all I just stay up thinking and crying so silently so no one would hear me. Im a wreak and I worry too much. im sorry if i do you once told me that it seems like we've been friends forever I feel it as well I cant help but feel like crying but when I cry im not doing anything but hurting myself but you know your the only one who cares and I thank you for that Please tell me you'll be here. I dont want to be alone in this world when you see me most of the time you see me crying your the only comfort I have. so I beg of you stop with the thoughts of suicide all your doing is hurting. me are my tears not enought proof? maybe if i start hurting myself you'll see what i've been going throught or maybe it will just make you laugh. you've told me not to worry so much but still i cant stop so if this is the end goodbye and maybe we'll see eachother in the next life .