• I’m surrounded by darkness, cuddled in a corner of my mind clenching myself tightly.
    On the verge of giving into my rage I fall deeper, contemplating total surrender.
    I clench my teeth tightly remembering the reason my pain is so real. Years of dealing with
    The confusion, I have always understood. It happened, it damaged, it tore me apart.
    It burns inside of me leaving me rocking to sleep. Only to awake into a nightmare of remembrance taunting me stabbing my heart, why did this ever have to happen to me? Waking in cold sweats,
    crying, nauseous, GET OUT OF MY HEAD!! There is no stopping it though, this is your life and this is your pain. Why live then, I just want it to end; I want to never think again. Alone in my thoughts sobbing in mental torment. My emptiness is overwhelming when all that remains inside of my being torments me constantly. I have only one option besides death. RAGE, screaming rage, I must become as cold as my pain. I told them I wasn’t well, I told them it hurt, I warned them and pleaded to acknowledge it. They turned and ignored it. Now look, now look what im faced with. DIDN’T I TELL YOU! Now look, now your little angle has to decide between death or destruction. I didn’t ask for this, I didn’t ask to be born. This is not my fate, not yet, it is the fate of the world to have to deal with what’s next. And I don’t care about where I end up, I don’t care if I am punished. There is nothing that anyone can do that I can’t release with death. But they will all know my pain, when they remember my destruction and rage, I will make sure they feel my pain. Then they will know they should have listened.