• I want to go back in time.
    Not to change anything, but to enjoy something,
    the things i miss the most

    I miss my mother,
    she tought me everything i needed to know about life.
    She gave me strenght when i needed,
    hope when i wanted, and someone to talk to.
    She told me, how life was and sometime there nothing you can do but just go with the flow of life.

    I miss the fun times i had.
    When i was younger, just learning about the sun and the moon,
    The way the earth works, how animals can to be.
    I was sooo open minded, i was never scared.

    I miss my boyfriend.
    The things we almost did, the stupidty.
    The laughts and warm hugs. we held hands, kissed and played.
    The hours long phone talks.

    I miss who i was than,
    I was hyper, and ready for anything.
    I was once on top.

    I miss my best friends i had,
    we was almost unsperatable.
    we share our problems, and help each other.
    when one was sad, the rest made it better

    But i learn as i grown,
    Life is cruel and mean, you have some happyness but that comes and goes.
    Happyness goes way too fast, and the harsh cruel part of life takes forever.
    Going with the flow hurts, but you cant help it, when there no other option