• As i sit idle, I am not one whom must be connected with myself. Why am I here? Why do I take my daily abuse from my own self. I do this to myself I cannot stop, would I want to stop? What dose it see? Who dose it watch...Why dose it look at us....Is anything even there because I cant see anything...

    As i sit idle...More...and more...I am just hanging by a thread...this is bad...but what would I care...what or who could possible care wether we live or die. Because we are only left here to get better right? soon help will come right?...or maybe not...how come man creates great things but..man will only be the archictec or thier own demise..so realy help wont even matter at this point...so as i sit idle...we all cant tell what will come next...but our furture is just blank slate for now..because if anything...if anything at all is looking at us then let just bow our head and hope it can see us better than ourselfs can or ever will...