• Kill me
    song by Michael e. lapp

    I havent felt this way in a long time.
    I thought you were the one .
    but guess it was a lie.
    now can you let me be alone .

    Cuase all those lies, they syncronise thoughts.
    I realized That you dispised my heart.
    now can you say I love you.

    I know now that it all was just a little game you play all my ways
    are nothing to you
    .
    .
    .
    All my jokes were not funny, you just laughed of how i was unaware.
    that you were using me to get to him. and now and then.
    i look back and now i want to die. kill me and .
    Put me out of my misuree i want to go!

    all those time that you told me that i was the one.
    now im alone and all that time i wasted seems i wasent
    sure.
    I needed this, i could not see your bliss.
    ignorance is all you Know!

    All my jokes were not funny, you just laughed of how i was unaware.
    that you were using me to get to him. and now and then.
    i look back and now i want to die. kill me and .
    Put me out of my misuree i want to go!

    I should of listend to my heart its all just aprt of life that we cant ignore.
    instead of killing me will you please just die for me it will be ok. i will forgive your disgrace and ill be ok to die peacefully. alone but not distroyed asleep but not dead. i will be here waiting for a time when i will arise. and be with you.