• I love him with all of my heart.

    But he will never know that my love for him is what tore me apart,

    And the reason why I so slowly sank into depression in front of his eyes.

    And why my face showed the numerus nights i cried.

    He will never know the dark thoughts that went through my mind.

    And he will never know what I will have to find,

    To be myself again,To be able to feel again.

    He will never know.

    Because he is there,and I am here.

    And I wish I could show him how he left me that day,

    And I wish I could say everything I want to say.

    But he will never know anything.

    And it kills me.