• You can stand there and watch my tears fall, and i thought i was heartless. I always hold onto the stupid things, the little memories that seemed to mean so much. Now i don't know what they mean or even if they are still there. Your worda seem to make sense to me, now I question everything I thought i knew. Holding on. I'm Letting go, turn which way, could you help me turn around my life so far, because i don't know. Wait here for just on secind, a moment of your time is all I ask, but you turn away leaving me alone and I don't think i can stand up. Let me bleed; watch me fall, in hell they wait for me. Let me bleed; help me die so i can't see your face. Why are we this way now? Are those little memories just a waist for you, did you even care? This whole time I've been trying and waiting for anything, holding on, letting go, don't know how to stand. just let me be so peacefully entwined in my own dreams, even though you broke them all, my wings now i fall. My heart is empty now because of the holes you made and you... Your happy face when I'm around, that's all I see from you. Can you be different from him? your kind words to me, they all leave me wondering. Your thoughts on paper they seem so true, but not for me.... And it's so easy to wait for you. To want to talk to you, and tell you everything. Yet I'm scared to let go of the things I had before, because I don't want our memories to fall away. You may not think that I would be here, but I would wait for a while. Are you ready? Can you catch this dream in your hands then watch it fall? I would never let you fall; I can only help a little, is that enough I wonder? I can start to question my heart, if you can question yours. I'm willing to challange my heart, if you will challange yours. Do you think that we will be free from this burden in our hearts? so shattered and torn a part... My dreams can only waist away as i sit and wait for your reply. The end was never so far away, but still it seemed so distant. These tears, I can not cry anymore. I'm done waisting my time on wishes. If I could fall or run away from the things that keep my fears alive I would. But they always follow me. If I asked would you run away with me? Follow the stars and never look back? Would you cast away the pain in your heart for peace with me? I dare to challange the gods, and what lies in store for me.If you would do the same, maybe our fate would change. The only thing that I have wanted is peace inside my heart and mind. The voices never seem to stop, that's why I'd leave it all behind. This town, his heart, and the place i used to call home. And still I can't dare to dream because i might lose it all. It never really was that bad i guess. i know that all I had to do was hold on, and here I am, waiting for you to take my hand so we can both leave this s**t behind us. To many times I watched you walk away when you should have been standing tall, and I have done the same... Now it's our turn to stand and walk away from every one elses.

    ~Ann~