• You yell
    Shout
    Scream
    And Lie

    For the first time ever I have seen my mum cry
    And it was because of you
    The man that she believed she loved so dearly
    The very man that she married

    She carried three of your children, and raised them all
    We are all going through hell
    And It Is all because of you

    You were lieing and sneaking around
    Taking money secretly, and buying those sick time bombs
    Known to man as cigerettes

    YOu smoke
    I gag
    You smoke
    I cry
    You smoke
    Hurt us all why don't you?

    Never once, not even in the slightest
    You didn't give a two ******** about how it affected us all

    My depression, now unsettled
    Now uprooted
    I remember
    I have those nightmares again

    Living with T.C.
    Is something I think is more than a nightmare I fear
    Living around you
    Danny
    Is JUST like living with him

    The lieing
    Smoking
    Taking money
    Hurting...

    Oh that sweet glorious hurt!
    It floods throughout my veins!
    Crying myself to sleep
    Night after Night

    My head hurts
    I need my brand of medication
    I need my love
    I need something...

    Because what you have given to me
    Is yet again another damndest reason to hate you!
    I HATE YOU!

    For making my mum cry
    For making us all worry for her
    For making the family realize
    That you are pushing us all away

    Away..
    Far away,
    In that deep dark blue
    Tears and blood
    Are surrounding my thoughts

    Medication to keep them away
    Another reason to hate
    Reasons to hate you
    For you

    I
    Hate
    You..

    I
    Really
    Hope...


    You are
    Happy