• A bottle of gin
    leaves a live unhenged
    you want something else to be in controll
    when you cant keep controll yourself
    its an escape from your life
    and you wish the phrase "eat
    drink and be merry" were true
    but when the drinking becomes too much
    its all thats you.. its all thats you
    eat, drink and be merry
    drink and be merry
    drink and be merry..
    no one understands why
    not even me
    I dont blame them for leaving
    because I would too
    I cry and cry and yell "god why?!"
    I didnt mean to end up this way
    But theres only one thing I want to say
    I'm sorry friends, I'm sorry can you hear me?
    I dont blame you, I blame me, no matter what
    I've said while being drunk, dont take it to heart
    my pain in addiction has just been too much...
    I'm 16 years old they say theres so much ahead
    I believe them but first I need help instead
    people make it sound easy with AA and rehab
    or they make fun of us, drunks and "bottle heads"
    i'm not a low life I'm a hurting human being
    I;m cheated, and lonely... and pushing the ones I llove away
    and thats what hurts the most

    PROMISE ME YOU'LL THINK AND DEAL WITH YOUR PROBLEMS THE EIGHT WAY!!!