• Suicide notes and Love letters
    I leave you with nothing, No confession to make it better
    A blank paper left inside my glowing candle light
    Can you find me before the flames burn into sunlight?
    Will you rewrite the ending to my tragedy for me?
    Paint my life the way you wanted it to be?
    Pick up the feather and write with my blood
    What should have been, But never was

    If you feel better, Imagine someone else to take my place in your life
    When the moonlight breathes on my skin, There's a monster I can't hide
    Should I be ashamed? Should I shiver and let myself die?
    That's for you to choose when you rewrite my suicide
    Finish what I've started, Make me the puppet I've always been
    That's why I leave with nothing, You decide how it ends

    The moonlight is taking me away from you once more
    And you can't erase and rewrite how it was before
    Pretend all you want, Pretend all you can
    As I become as unimportant as a single grain of sand
    The candle is burning away, The wax dripping around me
    Half full? My glass is now half empty

    What should have been, What never was
    As you pick up the feather and write with my blood
    I can hear it all by now, Every twitch, every heart beat
    The feather, The moon, My life threatening defeat
    The monster I kept dormant comes creeping into thin air
    No control as everyone, Including myself, Is scared

    Raging around in the middle of the night
    Hurry now, I'm burning into sunlight
    I'll disappear, I won't let you suffer what I am
    The curse will finally break once I'm gone again
    Now the monster comes out, My mind is dead inside
    Like I'm sleepwalking through the images in my eyes

    And there you stand, Worry on your face, Fear in your voice
    You weren't supposed to see the ending, It was supposed to be your choice
    But you came to me, You knew something was wrong
    You shouldn't know, Or did you know all along?
    It's too late to erase now, Your eyes so afraid
    I'm sorry you had to see who I've been, The monster I became

    With a single tear, You know this is the last goodbye
    Confusion, Depression, and screaming, You don't even ask why
    The monster that is my body takes you from me
    As the candle burns into sunlight, I cradle your dead body
    Filthy fingertips, The monster retreats in filthy glory
    I never meant to write the ending to your story

    So I pick up the feather and write with your blood
    What never should have been, But was