• you don't know what its like being an outcast having to live only to be pushed lower and lower the only way life goes on is when you deal with the pain if you keep your mind on one thing forever you will never grow up but if you are a detremened person like me you wont give up unless it wasnt destened but that is why determanation has kept me alive so one day i won't be an outcast i won't deal with it my pain and hatred is more than you could imagine far worse than an abandoned baby deer crying for its mother i had no mother in my childhood just a father who worked all night all week leaving me in tears as it rained my adelesence is worse than that i rarely see my family i sit and cry i found love not once not twice but three times all ending up with me in the thunder storm of my own sobbing