• My life is flashing before my eyes,
    I wish it would slow down, i need a breath,
    All I see are the empty black skies,
    I'm alone, I can't trust anyone, not even myself,
    I can see all of your smiling faces,
    You all expect me to smile back,
    Yet I've lost the trail, I find no traces,
    I'm lost, I can't find which way to go,
    Yet here I am, with a big smile on my face,
    It may be fake, but no one cares to know,
    My life's a joke, it's as funny as can be,
    The way everyone ends up running away from me,
    I begin to laugh, I find it hard to believe,
    That I screwed up the most important thing in my life,
    I can't find any way to relieve,
    My stresses, instead of making things better, I've made them worse,
    So, I brought the blade to my skin, but everyone freaked out,
    All I hear is their screams, and your shout,
    I've lost the spark in my heart, I'm going insane,
    I smile and laugh, I'm not aloud to do anything else,
    I no longer know who I am, or what I want to be, I wish you would remain (here),
    The only thing I have are my hopes, I'll always have them,
    So here I am, writing this freakin' happy poem!!