• I'm clawing at the walls inside my mind
    Take a look and on the outside I seem fine
    But on the inside I am crying all the time
    Nothing to stop this dreadful pain of mine
    Except a bullet to my head
    A loaded gun full of lead
    Put it in your mouth
    My mind begins to shout
    And I do as I am told
    But I never can and so I hold
    Far too cowardly to die
    But not yet scared enough to try
    I won't let me ask for help
    I decide to ask myself
    Will you ever shut me up
    Just decide enough is enough
    But no you won't
    Because I know
    You are no hero
    You are nothing almost less
    Nothing but piled up stress
    Always looking for but never find your thrill
    Ready to end it all but you always never will.