• what makes you think i feel happy?
    it may seem like im scrappie,
    and i may look snappy,
    but i feel much different.

    i feel pain
    and it drives me insane,
    im so ashamed,
    that i continue playing this game.

    its hard to go through even a day,
    it doesnt matter what i say,
    and it doesnt matter how much i pay,
    to stop this dismay.

    my only wish is that this pain will stop,
    because the more i mope
    the more i feel like a flop.
    but the pain feels nonstop.

    but i will do whatever it takes,
    to break this pain thats deeper than a lake.
    i will no longer fake,
    how i feel for anyones sake.