• My eyes water as I'm alone once again
    How did my life end up like this?
    Then I think back
    Farther back
    Deep into my uncouisous mind
    Back to my childhood
    God, my childhood
    I was always the crazy girl
    The wild one
    Always wore black
    And always had you
    You were the complete opposite
    Quiet and serene
    Calm as the wind on a summer day
    Totally contrasting to my throbbing heart
    All the words you said had meaning
    Had thought
    Had feeling
    God, do i miss it
    God, do i miss you
    Now my title as "best friend"
    And hope this love wasn't just unrequiented was taken away
    All because of her
    She was cute
    Yeah, Real cute
    Cause she turned you against me
    In a matter of days I was your enemy
    Her fake, precious smile charmed you
    While I was pyshically and emotionally beaten
    You believed her over me
    So I gave in
    I admitted I did wrong
    And out my life you went
    In the end I was the bad guy
    The villian
    But I can't lie anymore
    I thought we had something special
    You know i really loved you
    God, did it hurt
    God, do i wish i had you back
    But i guess you never really knew me
    Because I'd be damned before I hurt you
    I'd wish death before that
    God, were you wrong
    So
    So wrong
    Now i hear she broke your heart
    And I should sit here and laugh
    But by God, you know, I still love you
    Even after all these years
    After all all my pain and hurt
    After my tears just stop coming
    And now all I'm left saying is
    God, was i a fool.