• Aimed Too High

    I currently have my Goddess's favor,
    I've also got the love of friends and family.
    But why do I feel the constant need to have a warrior pledge his oath to me?
    Will it be when he is down on one knee, ring in hand, and heart laid open?
    Or will it be soon, when there he is, protecting me like a warrior should.

    Open relationships are hard when you want two men.
    One you have, the other you've given up on.
    But you still want that warrior's pledge,
    The one where he swears to protect his Goddess from harm.
    That Goddess being the one he loves.

    Maybe that is just the wish of a helpless dreamer?
    Or perhaps it is an unspoken wish, afraid to be said aloud for fear of being ostracized for having "over the top" goals and "expectations" in a partner.
    But as a Priestess, as a Woman, is it so impossible to want that undevoted love, affection, and loyalty sworn to you?

    Perhaps I've analyzed the House of Night novel, Hunted, a bit too much.
    I want someone who is like Stark,
    Along with my beloved consort and lover-Fated,
    Again, I fear, I have reached to high...


    Again, I've Aimed Too High.