• I stare at the sky, as the small drops drip from my mouth.

    I start to wonder about my friends, and where they are.

    I remember some of the good times, how all those times made me happy, and let my be myself, more than i probly ever did.

    The sun lets alittle light out from the clouds.

    I slowly fall backwards, as my thoughts fade.

    I have tried my best, is that not enough?

    I have tried to be nice, was I too nice?

    I have wanted to find forgiveness, and to forgive, was I wrong in doing so?

    I know I'll probly never find out, but thats alright, I don't need to.

    I have treidn to be the best person I can be at heart, that counts for something right?

    All I can do is think that it does, I really dont want to do this anymore, especially right now.

    I just wish that I could say sorry for all the wron Ive done and all Ive become, and that you would forgive me.

    If you don't, I'll still be happy, for the time I had. I finally hit the ground, in the large puddle I have made, and I feel no pain, I almost wish I could.

    My eyes now set apon the dark, cloudy sky, as the sun now shines into them.
    I hold no regrets, itll do nothing to have them now.

    I lay there, with the great hole that was carved out of my chest.

    Now, with nothing keeping it inside and containing it, my heart slowly rises from my chest. I watch, having no energy to catch it.

    I know my heart will find someplace it can be, whether that be heaven, hell, the endless void, or nowhere, itll find a place, and that place may be for the best.

    I gently rest my head back, and with the little energy I have, I smile.

    I'll be happy with it either way.

    So I watch, as my heart escapes my body, and slowly rises.

    I lay there smiling, wondering just where my heart might belong, and when it will get there.

    All I know, is that my heart has never had wings like it does now, when I was given a chance