• He made me feel special,
    then he left me.
    i tried taking the pain away,
    by substituting him anyway.
    the first was numb,
    the second was not me,
    the third i dont know how it'll be.
    im trying to forget
    im trying not to have feelings
    but he keeps coming back,
    like my mind put him in the permanit stack.
    My body is here,
    but my mind is on him.
    Im waiting,
    to forget him.
    his name i cannot say,
    for feer i will never put it away.
    his name rings in my mind,
    everytime.
    GET OUT, GET OUT!
    i need not this pain.
    its turning me into a
    frightened little girl.
    with feer so powerful,
    i fall to the floor.
    our song ecos in my mind,
    the lyrics sting my heart,
    i want to change the song,
    but my hand dosent let me.
    im here writing this down,
    i see him so far away,
    oh, willl my mind just put him     AWAY?!
    i blink and he is no where to be found .
    i walk around in a room full of mirrors.
    i see my reflection, but it isnt truly me.
    is that me i see?
    so i keep walking,
    till i find the so called
    Me.