• Do you even see me
    Do you mean to put me through hell
    Did you declare my prejust to drive a bullet into me
    Do you hear my screams
    Both literally and metaphorically
    Did you see my hand as you turned and walked away
    Are these lights why I feel so faint
    Or is it your everlasting distance
    For your hand only comes when others instruct
    Why am I only told to stand down
    Must you make sure I feel completely alone and helpless
    It seems I’ll never matter
    Even as I make ever push for you
    And I can always feel the flames of hell
    Never the warmth of another human
    That always leaves me wondering so much
    Like why i couldn't even get a moment to talk
    Am I invisible
    Am I even here at all
    What must I do to even hold you for a moment
    Or is this all just a sign
    That I need to feel the chill of metal
    And the rush of blood
    Or maybe some ever so slightly burned lead
    From a 7.76 MM shell
    As it cracks through my skull twice
    So I can fall
    Never to wake alone in this dark land again
    And a puddle of blood as my last donation to this earth