• Am I sick or on the biggest trip of my life?
    The music that surrounds me in the air are as visual as the colors I see
    Words like "memories" and "no I don't have a gun" confuse me as I sit burning up tryimg to see why I see her with every blink of my eye.
    Is this euphoria or a near death experience?
    Bands like Nirvana, Soundgarden, and Silverchair help me enjoy some of the things that most people fear with every piece of their utmost inter being.
    But why fear a privilege that so amazing and sucky at the same time?

    As I continue to let my mind wonder, the word 'Shade" floats around in the most aggressively peaceful way that I've ever seen.
    But what exactly does it mean?
    The I thought of a time of previous happiness and how I thought it was gonna be like that forever.
    But as time flies I've learned not to sit in the shade but to be the shade and all who you let sit in the shadows of your soul be protected no matter what the cost.