• I get sympathy from my friends for my problems at home.
    I am heartbroken..sad..mad..
    Nobody can relate, nobody can help me
    Problems aren't what I would like to face,
    drama can just be too much for me.
    "Without drama life would be boring"
    I have heard.
    Drama is okay, just not when it's on overload
    I've had the chance
    I've had the chance to run away from my problems.
    But is it worth it?
    I will always have problems no matter which path I take.
    I wish I can be sleeping beauty, and sleep until my prince charming comes and places a kiss upon my lips, and we can have our happily ever after.
    That is my peaceful dream where I can run away.
    The nightmare begins once I open my eyes.
    Sometimes I wish I can close my eyes, and live in my dream forever.
    Why do I have to go through this pain and suffering?
    Why can't I just run away?
    My friends are the only ones to keep me going.
    Without them I would be shattered into pieces.
    Everytime I would get mad, and my tears are overflowing in my eyes,
    my though is to run away!
    I have the chance,
    I have always had the chance.
    Someday things will go too far,
    and I will run away.
    I have the guts, I'm just not at the right timing.
    At this point I dont care.
    I don't need them to live my life.
    I say upbeat for as long as I can.
    People do not see my pain on the outside,
    but in the inside I am truely abused.