• Sola Deambulo (Loose another)


    My agenda of "come-and-go"
    I've always been the latest person I know.
    Never thought I could change things to this point
    And everything's permanently temporary..

    Sola Deambulo, I tried so hard
    Can't believe I've done it, relief too good, now I'm numb
    Sola Deambulo, I tried to ignore
    But all I want is to vanish,
    And never will care if I'd let you down.

    I never really wasted Honesty to anyone.
    'Coz it's better to burn it than loyalty inside
    Never thought I could change things to this point.
    But I'm glad I've learned to distrust,

    Glad I've taken things for granted.
    Glad you're just as hell as nothing
    And everything's permanently temporary
    Suddenly I was aware, that I was aware
    (I had been fooling souls, because..)

    Sola Deambulo, I tried so hard.
    Can't believe I've done it, relief too good. Still I'm hurt
    Sola Deambulo, I tried to ignore
    But all I want is to escape, and you to save me.

    On my knees I'm praying
    "I can't live and loose another reason anymore".
    Just can't loose another you anymore..

    On my knees I'm praying
    "Please don't take away the reason I finally believed".
    I will never let you go, if it's not your choice? at least.


    ABOUT THE POEM:

    This poetic prose tells all my sweetbitterness to all my loved ones..
    Esp. for a special friend of mine. I don't treat her as my best friend, 'coz I see her as a true friend
    (I'm just too bitter to admit to myself that she's really important. I'm too bitter to trust anyone, but they don't know how important they are to me despite of the pain they're causing me unconciously) FYI "Loose another is not the translation of "Sola Deambulo" it's the sub title