• everything I put effort into

    every person i give my trust to
    betrays me

    every love i have ever had
    scars me

    every night
    chokes me

    every song I hear
    brings pain

    every word I speak
    slaps me in the face

    every heart beat
    sounds like the clock of my life...slowly ticking away

    every thing that I do
    will hurt me in some way

    every morning
    is a relief...it means I am still alive

    every ounce of love and anger
    eats away at me

    every time you say good bye
    I wonder if you will come back

    every story i was ever told
    had a happy ending

    so why can't mine?