• I hate lying to myself
    I hate spending hours telling myself I don't like you
    You say you just want to be friends
    And I die a little inside
    Then I lie to myself again
    "He doesn't love me, so it doesn't matter"
    But I hate lying to myself
    I love you more than anything
    And you ignore it
    I hate you sometimes
    Because you make me hate myself
    God, this is so confusing
    I can't tell you this
    You'd probably never talk to me again
    And I can't risk that
    You're too special for me to lose
    I hate lying to myself
    I hate trying to convince myself I don't love you
    But I love you
    I can't help it.....