• why do i feel this way? crying my heart is beating so fast that i cant breath its so difficult to try and not make people think that im always fithing with them when im really not . why do i feel in my heart that i will become a person that im not...? people always compare me to with others why is that... it makes me angry that people dont define me as my own self and that im triying to be someone else people can say anything about me but i wont care anymore because im done with this life that i have.i will die in disparitie.is there no one who can handel how i am,an emotional person that will always be in no so good moods i think that i will end up alone in sadnes and depresion why do i feel this way...? i ask my self whats wrong with me ...? why do i think the worst that could happen to me ...?am i a negative person ..? i think so.. . i will die and no one will know what a great person i really am .. . cause they`ll only think about what i was in their eyes,.. a person who has never been her self and only tried to be some one else...