• I shiver and shake
    Through warm air cold
    I'm alone
    On my own
    In every mistake
    I dig this hole
    Through my skin
    And bones
    It's harder starting over
    Then never to have changed

    With blackbirds following me
    I'm digging out my grave
    They close in swallowing me
    The pain it comes in waves
    I'm getting back what I gave

    I sweat through the sheets
    As daylight fades
    As I waste
    Away
    It traps me inside
    Mistakes I've made
    That's the price
    I pay

    It's harder starting over
    Than never to have changed

    With blackbirds following me
    I'm digging out my grave
    They close in swallowing me
    The pain it comes in waves
    I'm getting back
    What I gave