• you are my life
    you are my love and my all
    atleast you were
    but you murdered my heart
    with the demon ziezlabel that you summoned
    oh how long ago?
    youve drowned me in pain
    and threw me lines of lies
    just to ******** with me
    i cant forgive you for this
    i wont forgive you for this
    but i must
    so i can live
    and maybe be happy
    but you enjoy my suffering
    and love my tears
    as you bathe in them
    now heavens gates are locked
    and im forced to a hell worse then my own
    a place where demons scream and chant
    your life
    as they wath me writhe in pain
    why is my suffering amusing?
    why do you do this to me?
    why am i alive?
    ive hoped to die holding you for 9 years now
    but youve hoped to vut me for 4
    it really has been a lie
    i hope we both die
    just to prove you wrong
    but the only thing ive been wrong about is you
    you werent different
    you werent you
    your a monster
    my archangel
    my lovely disaster
    my hell and my all